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风---想念

2010-12-23T10:18:00.003+13:00

2010的结束钟声即将响起
尽管已是夏天也接近长假
惠灵顿的风却丝毫没有休假的意思
走在街上，人早已不管自己的发型被吹得多狼狈
大家都往各自的目的地前进

你说
这么强的风
能把我的思念带给你吗

我好想你们

大卫团契2010

2010-12-18T22:49:00.003+13:00

刚从小组回来，今晚是学生组2010最后一次聚会。
圣诞节后，将会有更多的弟兄姐妹陆续回国，度假，好好休息：）

感谢神将我们聚在一起，有机会一起来分享
今年学到的事，感恩的事，沮丧的事；
明年的展望，计划，期待

在当中，再次体验到自己不是一个人，
很享受听弟兄姐妹分享的时间
一年的起起落落，神的带领，
有开心，有低谷，但是却也是顺利地走过:)

在这分享会之前
其实自己是完全没准备的。感觉上自己好像还没整理好。
估计神看不下去了，心想怎么这个人这么婆妈
所以就让组长有这个感动有这个特别的聚会
哈哈~~~

感谢神，借着这个分享，让我再次数算恩典
今年过的时间真的是很快
2010，生命中特别的一年
很多的第一次

第一次在国外生活
第一次生活在寒冷的天气中
第一次一个人住
第一次要自己下厨
第一次生活在这么多中国人中间
第一次用这么别扭的腔调说话
第一次上大学
第一次赶assignment
第一次至少两星期没跟爸妈说上话
还有很多很多的第一次....

但是回头看看
其实神早已在我还没来到纽西兰之前就借着很多的事在预备我了。
预备我自己的心，思想，个性。

虽然在国外，还有寒冷的天气，但是我敏感的鼻子也好了
虽然一个人住，但是这也让我有更多的时间好好与神建立关系
虽然周围都是中国人，但是感谢神，我懂中文，也接触中国历史文化，不至于没话题聊。
虽然赶作业很累，但是却让我学习如何更加依靠神

今年学到最大的功课是在小事或生活中发现神的作为。
活出群体的概念，与哀哭的同哀哭，与喜乐的同喜乐：）
很多过去学到的知识，让我有机会经历神
当中有跌倒的时候，对自己失望的时候
感谢神不曾离弃，感谢神是赐下应许，永不改变的神！

也在一些耽搁下来的功课努力着
论断，批评，梁木，藉口，不负责任
感谢神让我有机会学习爱人如己
知道如何爱自己，知道如何爱别人如同爱自己
也学习严己宽待别人
要学习凡事都要有益处(荣耀神)
更重要的是与神有好的关系
因为当我们离了神后，什么事都不能做！

而明年的计划
等整理好再慢慢好好地写...
有很多的想法，但人不能太贪心
也希望自己不是三分钟热度....

祝圣诞快乐:)

天使

2010-12-11T19:35:00.004+13:00

感谢神让今天下午的节目(天国小王子圣诞欢乐会)能顺利的进行。愿出席的小朋友和父母都能将耶稣基督诞生的美好消息带回家，在这个商业化的圣诞节中，能够知道圣诞的真正意义。

犹记得大约在11年前的圣诞节，在东甲锡安长老会的圣诞晚会里，我在里面扮演了一个报佳音的小天使。（当时哥哥好像是演牧羊人！）
事过境迁，9年后，当时的小天使已经长成胖天使后，再一次有机会扮演这个角色。
不一样的经历，不一样的学习，还有不一样的得着。

感谢神因为祂的降生，祂的复活，祂的拣选
让我们有机会服侍祂，服侍这一群小朋友:)

在开会，小组排练，戏剧彩排，活动组的安排当中
需要的是很多大家愿意的心
愿意顺服，愿意摆上，愿意谦卑

纵使是一个小小的角色或者工作，但是每一人在神面前却是一样重要的。
神看重的是献上的心。
或许有很多需要改进的地方（是一定有，哈哈~~我自己就一堆）
但是，当大家连在一起为着同一个目标努力时，
向主献上赞美！因为唯有神的爱能将我们联系在一起！

为着接下来12月25号晚上的圣诞晚会来祷告
一个基督徒的圣诞夜
让我们一起来思想主耶稣诞生对我们到底有什么特别意义。
一起在这喧闹的圣诞节里，沉淀自己，更新~~

预祝各位

圣诞快乐

p/s:免得我太懒又没上来了

诗班与我

2010-12-07T12:15:00.003+13:00

前几个星期师母在诗班问了大家一个问题
为什么我们要参加诗班？意义何在？

我很认真地思想，沉淀，反省，整理
不单单是诗班，其实更可以放到为什么要服事，为什么我们需要救恩。

当神创造天地时，将音律，节拍，数字的规律放入了宇宙中。
人们发现后，欢欢喜喜地创作出很多诗歌。
从犹八，到大卫的24/7诗班，到新天新地万族，万民一起敬拜神的景象
看到了人对神献上的敬拜。

p/s：犹八当时的弹琴吹箫应该是为了自娱，神赐人很多才干时，罪恶也与日俱增
（参创4：21-雅八的兄弟名叫犹八；他是一切弹琴吹箫之人的祖师）

诗班对于我有特别的意义
因为诗班，我更加认识到神的属性
无所不能，无所不知，无所不在，神的不变性
不是宗教，而是基督的救恩
从以前迷信（不了解）的信仰到理性认知后愿意顺服在神里。

我们要赞美神，若不，主会兴起石头来赞美祂。
神不需要我们的赞美来使祂自己变得更加荣耀
因为祂本身已是终极的。

诗班让我了解唱诗赞美神不仅仅是感情上的宣泄
乃是要以悟性歌唱，知道自己赞美的对象以及唱的是什么。

诗班让我知道对神的坚持，虽然拉长音很难，气不够
但是在信仰路上也是一样地要坚忍下去。

诗班让我看到大家一起服事的美好
放下个人主义，因为诗班不会因为一个人唱得好而更好
而是一群人，不同的声部，做好自己本分，
留心听其他人的声音加上专心跟随指挥的指示。

我们赞美
因为祂是神，
因为我们知道生命中不能缺少祂！

让我们彼此扶持，互相提醒，
若已是诗班班员，就不忘自己祭司和先知的身份
若不是，也请祷告中纪念各自教会诗班的需要。

p/s:以上乃现阶段对诗班认知，非常有限，有错误的地方请提出，希望能改进:)

经历两年后，终于...

2010-12-05T10:47:00.002+13:00

第一百篇日志终于诞生啦!
狂晕!
一百篇用了这么久的时间才勉勉强强的凑齐。

不过，对于我这个做什么事都三分钟热度的人来说
能坚持两年，算是不错了。
虽然中间不断地休息，最长的竟然达到了半年之久!
每一次更新的时候最常写的是不好意思，好久没更新了:)
但是，
看回两年来的心路历程，尽管只是生活中很小的部分，
却也看到自己小小的成长。

感谢神！

p/s: 两百篇应该是在5年后吧??

兴奋的事！！

2010-12-05T10:17:00.003+13:00

哈哈！感谢airasia，明年4月16号到29号，我将回到我可爱的故乡:)
机票超便宜的说，让我为大家来叙述惊心动魄的抢机票过程。

话说知道airasia要飞纽西兰后，就一直不断在跟进事情的发展。
终于，在12月1号的中午，收到了来自airasia的邮件，说在12月3日中午十二点(纽西兰时间)会开始卖票。机票价钱最便宜的是kl-christchurch=RM199!!!!

为了能在竞争中脱颖而出，事前的准备功课是应当的。
在确认明年的假期时间和从wellington到chch的机票后，带着兴奋又紧张的心情，就到学校的电脑室等待时刻的降临。

十二点一到，在狠狠的按下refresh键之后，抢票行动开始啦！
狂输入资料，没*的都跳过，很快的就到了付钱的那一页。
这时，问题出现啦！我的credit card竟然在这个时候罢工了!!!!

冷汗顿时从狂飙，这下可好了，怎么办呢??

重点来了：

以萱(马六甲人，博士研究生)，因为想打印一些资料，但是因为懒惰走回办公室所以在十一点半的时候带着她亲爱的妈妈也到了学校的电脑室。感谢神，让这位姐妹出现，也解决了信用卡付账的问题:)

再一次经历神在生活中奇妙的带领

若不是耶和华建造房屋，建造的人就枉然劳力。
若不是耶和华看守城池，看守的人就枉然儆醒。

这段日子要感恩的事：
1.见了一个从奥克兰来的朋友，听了他生命改变的分享，真的唯有神才能改变人的生命
2.与家庭组感恩节的聚会，让我认真数算神的恩典
3.上学期的成绩也都出了，将一切荣耀都归给主！
4.这学期顺利的度过3个星期
5.见了home tutor 的 match,一位很亲切的阿姨，将主权放在神的手中:)

信靠耶稣基督的人真有福。
因为在什么样的光景中(开心或不开心)，都知道有神的同在。

信就是所望之事的實底，是未見之事的確據。

生活continue....

2010-11-16T12:07:00.002+13:00

啊~又好久没上来更新了。非常羡慕能一直坚持不停更新部落格的人！献上我的敬意！

十一月份咯！经过了第二学期的考试，在等待成绩的同时，第三学期又开始了！

感恩的事：
1.考试中有平安喜乐，谢谢天父你的同在让我不惧怕:) 不管成绩如何，我都感谢赞美你！
2.圣徒装备I上完了，15个星期真的很快，愿神使用一同上课的姐妹们
3.两个星期的假期非常充实，虽然没有到其他地方游玩，但是能安静休息也是好的

最近也开始学琴跟鼓了，在过去的日子中总是因为对音乐一窍不通而带有遗憾。
但我相信神有自己的时间表，我想，就我这个人的性格，若懂所有的东西，还不骄傲到死！！
感谢神让这两位老师有感动教我们这一群学生:) 希望别把老师气走才好。

十一月份了，没拿summer sem的学生们都回家咯。送走了一个又一个...
或许很早的时候就开始预备自己的心情，知道自己今年不会回家，希望我在过年的时候也一样不会太想家:)

搬到了新的宿舍，不错的一个个人小空间，有自己的厨房，浴室...
也得开始自己负责三餐，哈哈~~原来当你站在炉子前面时，你就会自然知道该做什么了！
好吃或难吃，也是自己吃。
妈妈也说了，难吃不好吃的话，还可以减肥！不错嘛~~

这星期也会开始很多mentoring session。
求神赐智慧，让我在与学生沟通的时候能够清楚的解释我要说的。
特别纪念到星期六要第一次见面的阿姨，我也不知道情况会是怎样。

总的来说，这个summer sem会是很充实的:)
将一切所要发生的事交在神手中，我期待~~~

杂不朗

2010-10-07T14:41:00.003+13:00

1.我从不怀疑我的动机
但你提起后
才发现
我的不怀疑
会让别人怀疑

2.如果说我想你
你会相信吗？

3.要减肥的第一步骤是
钱包要先瘦下来

4.信仰决定你死后在天堂或地狱
伴侣决定你还活着时在天堂还是地狱

5. 与你分离的时间越久
与你重逢的日子就越近了

:)

Man Bai - Kau Ilham Ku

2010-09-30T23:04:00.001+13:00

哇哇哇！这个部落格本来的主题是全民大闷锅的列！
为什么现在就只是写生活上的事呢？

今天为大家介绍一首歌
马来歌哦~~虽然自己够力久没有讲马来文了，但是读还是会啦~~

Kau Ilhamku

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
曾經閃爍動人的星空，如今消失無蹤
Meraba aku dalam kelam
孤單的我墜落湖泊
Rembulan mengembang kini makin suram
月色漸漸黯沉
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
我的靈魂遍尋不著方向
Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
妳的容顏逐漸映現於靜寂的夜晚
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
遠處的眸光正一眨一眨
Itulah bintang ataupun rembulan
那是星星還是月亮？
Terima kasih ku ucapkan
今夜，我想輕輕地說聲　謝謝
Izinkanku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
請容許我偷取妳美麗的倩影　
Izinkanku mencuri khayalan denganmu
容許我將這些幻想深深藏在心底
Maafkanlah oh
對不起噢 ......
Andailah lagu ini mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
如果這首歌不小心擾亂了妳
Kau senyumlah oh…
希望妳還是帶著微笑
Sekadar memori kita di arena ini
我們的記憶將隨著黯淡的月色終結
Kau ilhamku…kau ilhamku..
而妳　仍是我心中最真摯的永遠

星期六要演出哟~歌词还没背的说~~
看来是要拿小抄上台了^__^v
呵呵~

Trimester 2 Week 10

2010-09-29T19:58:00.003+13:00

警告：
这篇文章跳tone跳得很快
看不懂的话，就算了~哈哈~

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时间过得真的很快
转眼我的大学第一年就要结束了。
已经是第二学期第十个星期了(大学一个学期12个星期)
很庆幸自己以前读的是A-Levels
至少大学第一年的课程80%是以前学过的
只是没什么在用的头脑生锈了
需要将这些知识一一召唤回来:)

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最近在网上看到一篇文章，题目是《这就是长大》
以下是文章摘录：

1.学会把亲情放在第一位,把友情放在第二位,把爱情放在够不到的位置

2.学会不和父母顶嘴,学会为了维护友谊让步

3.学会不想着依赖别人,做好自己,让别人依赖你

4.学会认清自己,不是很好,也不算坏,不把头扬的很高,也不拿眼睛盯别人的脚

5. 学会把喜欢的人放在心底,默默的喜欢,有种情不需要张扬

6.学会不为了自己喜欢的人和别人争论,或许你并不了解他

7.学会口是心非,看到自己喜欢的人和别人在一起,请祝福

8.学会独自一个人承受一些事,一个人守着一些秘密

9.学会适当减肥,不要过度,为了某些人,坚持

10.学会去关心家人,朋友,不要以为他们不会离开我们,就不在意

11.学会交际,和所有的人搞好关系,踏入社会,面对的人会更多

12.学会掩饰忧伤,对别人笑,要哭,躲被窝里

13.学会成熟处事,即使是装出来的

14. 学会在特殊的节日,给别人一个小小的惊喜,感动一个人很简单,让她（他）知道你心中有她（他）的位置

15.学会不相信童话故事,永远记得仙杜瑞拉有的水晶鞋是你没有的

16.学会必要的欺骗,不要说你诚实,埋没了善良更可恶

17.学会为自己的人生做好打算,自己争取来的更值得珍惜

18.学会不计较,忘记一些不愉快,也许你会更快乐

19.学会无条件付出,想想父母,你会释然

20. 学会写日记,我们的人生并不是很长,把它记下足可以让你重拾记忆

好好过日子,终会长大,学会不让爱我们的人对我们失望

说真的，很多时候，我还真不想长大
尤其是3还有12
依赖跟粘人是一样的吗？
觉得自己还是个满独立的人，但是也是蛮粘人的
哈哈~~被我粘上的就糟糕啦~
小心哦！

还有，
为什么要每天带着假的笑容呢？那不是很累吗？
哈哈~虽然自己有时也会这样做，为的是不要让别人担心
但是庆幸的是在神和弟兄姐妹之前，这些都可以拿掉。

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“珍惜身边总是笑脸迎人的朋友吧
适时关心他们，因为这一类的人的心其实是很脆弱的。”

当然以上说的都不是现在的我真正的感觉
5年前的我，是的
9年前的我，绝对是
当时的笑容，心底带着悲伤，脑子里带着心机
每时刻步步为营，盘算着如何走下一步
这一切，很累很累
累的是无法做真正的自己
累的是无法面对自己
累的是我讨厌这样的生活

这还是我第一次与别人分享吧
哈哈~别被吓到就好
因为以前的我绝对不会曝露有缺点的自己
因为这样会降低自己在人面前的形象
因为这样会让大家失望
因为这样很丢脸，懂吗？
还有一堆原因.......

如果你说：哇！这跟我现在认识的你差好远哦！很难match到也~~
那我会回答：对咯，我也不知道原来我可以是这样的。哈哈~

还记得在少团的时候，带着这种心态在服事
很辛苦，很累
总是期待人的赞美，鼓励
当遇到挫折的时候，就逃避，或是发脾气
感谢神的怜悯，让我有机会，也从中学到服事神的真正意义
现在的我可以大声地说，
来吧！靠着神赐的力量，在一切祂要我做的事上，没有不能完成的事。
不管人的评价是什么，有没有赞美也好，定睛在神的身上
当然做错的地方还是要改啦！哈哈~~

今天的你是由过去经历无论大小事的你塑造而成的
亲情，友情，爱情，环境
影响了你对人事物的看法，价值观
要解决性格的问题，不是一两天的事，更可说是超出人的能力范围

对于我，还是那句老话
没有神，没有现在的我
感谢神白白的恩典。
在很多事情上，将很多过去错误的价值观重新导正

过程很痛，要放弃的东西也很多
例如，就顺服这一点来说
很多时候要问自己，真的顺服了吗？
还是因为自己不愿意去想或是打发人的说法？
真的顺服，就会有真正的平安喜乐

还有的就是谦卑
真的谦卑吗？看别人比自己强吗？
真的很难....尤其是在这个self-promote的世界
估计人家会以为你是疯子吧~~
没那么简单呀~需要每一天不断地提醒自己~

也为着过去伤害了别人，或是被伤害了的心祷告
求神做痊愈的工作
让我们重新单纯的看待人和事~

不知不觉也写了这么多
有点语无伦次了~哈哈！
下次再说吧~

还有一件很搞笑的事
话说这星期天开始夏令时
然后这星期教会好多弟兄姐妹一起生病哦
（虽然不知道两者之间有没有关系）
另类的圣徒相通吗？
哈哈~~
大家多照顾身体呀！

中秋/中春

2010-09-25T22:49:00.002+12:00

现在的心情是怎样的呢？
试想想全身放松躺在青草地上，让阳光自由地洒在身上的感觉！

上个星期五交上这个学期的最后一个作业后，心情兴奋到了极点！
2500个字千辛万苦地呕了出来，再次发现英文底子不好是多么的痛苦。

上个星期也是在充满神满满的恩典中度过的。
深知道自己因为作业的关系，心情不断地起起伏伏，
想家，不想长大，课业上的压力，
当这一切同时出现的时候
没有神，我不知如何度过。

心情最矛盾的地方在于
明知道神从不离开我，但是却总是很容易就emo了
也被神训了好几次
应该说是只要一低落，神就透过很多种方法来提醒我
到最后，自己都觉得有点在滥用神的恩典了
估计神也觉得这个小孩有点过了！
哈哈～～～上帝，拜托啦～就再那么几次可以吗？
呵呵～

月到中秋分外明
新西兰的中秋夜，月亮是白色的
谢谢一班的弟兄姐妹陪伴一起过节
发现到这里的中秋节气氛还比在马来西亚的浓！
哈哈～～

还有一件事，
明天开始又是夏令时了！
这表示马来西亚与这里会差5个小时了哟！
少睡一个小时应该没什么差吧～～
晚安咯！

春天来咯

2010-09-14T10:38:00.003+12:00

有人说：人家是四季如春，惠灵顿是春如四季！
这绝对不是骗人的，因为你在一天里绝对能体验到不同的温度~

不知不觉到纽西兰也有七个月了！
老实说，从一开始到这里就没有身处异地的感觉
除了食物，天气上的转变，家人不在身边，
一切的感觉还是很像当初在sunway读书的时候。
我想其中很大的原因是神在这里也为我预备了教会的缘故。

从自己成长的教会，到很多砂劳越人的梳邦教会，还有现在几乎都是中国人的惠恩堂
感谢神让我有这么不同的体验
让我在当中学习相亲相爱的功课。
纵使我们之间有不同的背景文化，但是是神用祂自己的爱将我们凝聚在一起。
也期望弟兄姐妹能将从神而来的爱传给身边的人！

在很多事情上由于经验不够或许处理得有点欠缺
但是事情既然已经发生
再怎么追究责任也于事无补
倒不如想想下次如何更好的解决
还是这一切又是我自己在理想化问题？
哈哈~神赐智慧！

信仰不是教条，规则
乃是神与人之间的关系
愿相信祂的人都与祂有亲密的关系:)

期待每一天的到来
享受神美好的安排
虽有一堆的考试作业在前面
但要时刻记得神与我同在！
上帝的儿女何等有福呀~~
^_^v

八月的冬天

2010-08-09T00:02:00.003+12:00

第一次进来这里是完全没有头绪的~~
那有人可能会问为什么没有灵感写东西还要进来。
哈哈，别问我这么深奥的问题，因为我也不懂~~~

发现自己到最后还是比较喜欢用华语写文章
（那是当然的~~至少很多的心情我比较能用这个语言来表达）

说到心情，牧师今天还在讲台上讲现代人都喜欢将自己的心情写在部落格或者面子书上，原因是希望得到人的安慰。我觉得还蛮正确的。有时想想自己，又何尝不是~~~

哈哈！这就有点lack of attention啦！
不过，情况还不是很严重啦！只要我忙起来的话，应该很久都不会在网上见到我吧！
我想最近妈妈上面子书的时间都长过我了！（还问我有没有看过xx影片，我晕！）
绝不能低估妈妈们的学习能力！

也许我对很多人说过，
或许你也听过很多次，
但是我还是想要在这里再写一次！

很感谢神让我来到惠灵顿！
开拓我的视野，
无论是在环境，人物或神的话语上
我期待明天的自己，相信都会比昨天的我更好！

我知道如果没有神在我生命中
我会是一个很恐怖的人！
我知道我自己可以变得多坏！（你们要相信我！）

看回过去二十年的生命，
有哪一天不是在神的恩典中度过的呢？
即便是伤心，难过的日子
也有神的旨意在里面。
因为有这些磨练，才有今天的我:)

基督徒不是自欺欺人或过于乐观
乃是我们知道生命的主权在于神

或许你认为宗教只是人的一个精神寄托
或许你认为宗教都是好的，哪一个都一样
或许你认为你根本不需要神，因为没有祂你也过得很好

我要说的是
不论你相不相信
有一位神，祂永远爱你，等着你回到祂的怀抱。

有很多的事，我无法用文字在这里描述（我中文不好啦）
但是如果你愿意听我说我的故事，（不嫌我唠叨）
欢迎拨电，发电邮或是在面子书上留言。

七月

2010-07-28T07:14:00.003+12:00

七月悄悄在我懒惰更新部落格的日子里溜走了
七月的结束代表八月的来临（废话啦你）
八月的来临意味着assignmentss, tests的开始
当然其中也有最喜欢的mid-term break

已经是week3咯！
除了一直在说时间过得很快
也只能不停地学习，赶上课程的进度！

每个星期总是在不停地赶course readings, tutorial worksheets
不过还好当中都是一些不一样的内容
能尽情享受漫游在无边知识天空的乐趣！

八月，期待忙碌的开始！（死变态）
神的恩典够我用~~~~
笑一个啦！

Trimester 2

2010-07-19T21:48:00.002+12:00

更新啦！再不做的话应该会被人海扁了！
哈哈~~~

新学期开始咯
意味着上个学期的成绩出了，感谢神！
意味着更多新的知识/东西要学
意味着要带脑过生活了！

没更新的这两个星期过得十分充实
从音乐剧，Victoria International的Volunteer 到新学期的开始
每一天都有不同的经历

新学期，新目标
尽管有一些已经达不到了(不是故意的啦)
但是，靠着神，希望自己能在生活，学习，服事上都活出基督的样式！
请为我祷告！

Term Break!

2010-07-01T18:33:00.002+12:00

假期了我在干嘛呢？
根据lily,我过着是猪般的生活！

没读书的日子真是太爽了！
不过，太放松的生活却让很多人说我还是读书的时候比较正常！
哈哈哈~~~不要太羡慕我啦！

没带脑的生活过多了开始有点期待新学期的开始。
（有点自虐）
想想还是忙一点的生活比较好吧！
至少没有虚度光阴！

不知不觉就7月了，
2010年过去了半年，
时间真的是不等人呀！
回想这半年都是在神满满的恩典中度过的。
除了感谢还是感谢！
下半年继续加油吧！

这个星期六就是音乐戏剧布道会了！
愿神赐福看顾以及使用。
也希望筹备者与出席者的生命都能够在主里更新！

就写到这里吧！
玮玮大厨正在准备晚餐呢！
拭目以待哟~~~

Are you a type A person?

2010-06-26T14:16:00.003+12:00

A Type A personality is a person oriented toward extreme achievement, impatience,a nd perfectionism.
One of the important tendencies of Type A personality person is to bring stress on themselves, even in situations others may find relatively stress free.
You may spot Type A personality tendencies in yourself and others through the following patterns of behaviour.

1. Alway moving, walking and eating rapidly
2. Acting impatient, hurrying others, put off by waiting
3. Doing, or trying to do several things at once
4. Feeling guilty when relaxing
5. Trying to schedule more in less time
6. Using nervous gestures such as tapping fingers or clenching fist
7. Hurrying or interrupting the speech of others

(Taken from Mgmt: A VMS approach, 2010)

So are you a type A person?

I have to admit that, YES!
I was totally a type A person.
But now, with the love from God
lesser and lesser of these characteristics shown in me,
at least now I didnt feel guilty when relaxing. :)

Hope all of us can grow happily and live peacefully.
Cheers!

在充满爱中考试

2010-06-21T14:44:00.002+12:00

经过疯狂的一个星期
大学的第一个考试终于结束了！

这次的考试是在：
-神满满的恩典
-弟兄姐妹的爱
中度过的

从小学还没考试之前就生病到现在可以大声向考试宣战
一路走来，除了感谢，还是感谢。
也深感受到你的恩典够我用！

是你，将我从恐惧压力中释放！
是你，将我的担心化为喜乐！
是你，预备了鼓励我的人！
是你，用爱将我包围！

因为你，我大声宣告
因为你，我不再惧怕
因为你，我不再担心
因为你，是永活且不改变的神！

将一切荣耀赞美都归于你！
因为一切本就是出与你！

在四个考试中，最担心的是mgmt101。
因为之前连续三天的考试，我早已累到不行。
当我只来得及在考前一个小时再把所有资料看过一次时
当时的我觉得这一门应该是不会考好了！

这时候，你轻声的对我说
不要怕！凡事我都与你同在。
那时，听到这句话后，我心中的大石头消失了！
我祷告说，主啊，愿我所考的这一个试卷是靠着你考的！
不管结果或题目是如何，我都感谢你！
祷告后，我再一次复习重点（自己乱预测的）

进到考场后，心情出奇的平静
打开试卷后，我真想跳起来赞美神！
三题（总共四题）的题目问的都是我再一次复习时问的范围！

虽然不知道自己写的怎么样
但是能在不担心的情况下考试
对我来说，主啊，你对我真的是太好了！

你真的是那位听祷告的神！哈利路亚！

p/s:谢谢弟兄姐妹的祷告，也谢谢你们每天鼓励加油的短信！愿神祝福你们！

父亲节

2010-06-21T14:33:00.003+12:00

这个本来是昨天要发的，但是因为网速实在太慢了！所以就耽搁了~~~

写给爸爸：

每一年，我们都是在双亲节的时候（严格来说是母亲节）“顺便”庆祝了父亲节！

对父亲们来说，是有点郁闷啦！

记忆中的爸爸:

小时候，你常常在傍晚骑着脚车或驾摩托带我在家附近逛街。

我最喜欢的活动就是骑着脚车从山坡上滑下来（你载我的哟）。或者是到公园玩（现在好像已经荒废了）

记得我幼稚园和小学时，你总喜欢要我们（我+baby）帮你按摩，当然我们都把它当做外快。一百下两毛？哈哈~~~还有就是考试100分有你那五块钱的奖励！

现在想想怎么记忆中的你都是和钱有关的呢？

没办法，谁要你是我们全家唯一的经济来源。

说实在，小学的记忆中很少有你，可能是因为时间不容许我们碰面吧！一个早上班，一个下午班。补习的时间又把我们错开了。但是，假期旅行的事就不包括在其中啦！

上了中学后，因着同一间学校，也可能比较懂事了，之间的话题也变多了。

总是想念以前6.00-7.00pm这一段时间。晚饭后一家人坐在电视机前面聊聊天，说说今天遇到的趣事！喜欢听你讲学校发生的事！学生闹出的笑话，与同事之间的开心事等等。又或是你教完补习回来后与我们说你童年的时光和你与老妈的浪漫史，例如你以前是白马王子之类的…..哈哈哈！

1954年出生的你早就到了退休年龄，但是为了这个家，你始终还没能放下重担。希望退休的日子快点到吧，到时除了教补习之外，你也能更加自如的全世界跑透透！（或是赖在家里吵你老婆也可以，顾孙也不错哦~~~）

祝你父亲节快乐！

p/s:听说有人在飞机上玩game没有睡觉！害我昨天skype的时候，某人躺在床上呼呼叫！哈哈~~~~

6月16日

2010-06-16T01:38:00.006+12:00

今天是一个特别的日子！
2x年前的今天，（为了不泄露年龄）
在我妈吃完粽子后
就浩浩荡荡的往医院去（经典小学作文）
准备迎接家中的第二个孩子！

我在她成长过程中缺席了7年
（这我也不想的~~~哈哈！）
有时我想，当她第一眼看到我时
是什么感觉呢？

不过，那都不重要啦！
重要的是
在我的记忆里
她永远是那位最疼我的姐姐
（我好像也没其他的选择）

还记得小时候，她总喜欢买手表给我
原因是她小时候很羡慕她的同学有姐姐买手表给她
她希望我也能够让我的同学羡慕！哈哈~~~
所以，我总有用不完的手表啦！

她有一颗善良的心
对她好的人，绝对会得到她双倍或100xx倍的回报
当然不知道她讨厌的人会是什么下场！lol
不过这也表示她是那位敢爱敢恨的人啦！

不知道为什么
我总是能猜到她的心情
不知道是她刻意流露，还是开心的事总是藏不住
（例如：男朋友的事）
不过，能明白她的感受总是让我感到骄傲！
因为我不希望总是她支持我，
我希望我同时也是她最大的动力！
哇哈哈哈~~~（开始肉麻了）

还有一件事我要炫耀下
我很多东西都是她送的也
比如：
1.第一架手机
2.第一架相机
3.背包
4.当然还有很多很多的爱（狂吐~~~）

对于我来说，我是幸福的
身为中间的孩子
我有一个哥哥，一个姐姐，一个妹妹
在被哥哥姐姐欺负的同时，有妹妹可以报复
（往事往事，现在不会了）
在接受哥哥姐姐的爱时，有妹妹可以付出

-三姐妹合照哟-

所以，在这个特别的日子里
我要祝你生日快乐！
虽然我们好像很久都没在一起庆祝生日了！:(
但是，今年愿你有个难忘的生日吧！

感谢神在过去2x年对你的保守及看顾
愿祂继续与你同在！平安喜乐源源不绝！

-机场合照-

-我的相机的第一张照片-
-一直说不要拍她，我一拿出相机，她就已经摆好这个pose了-
->"<-

Happy 2-th birthday!
my dearest sister

2010-06-15T07:47:00.002+12:00

Let the battle begins!

15/6/2010- ACCY 111
16/6/2010- INFO 101
17/6/2010- QUAN 102
19/6/2010- MGMT 101

All the best to those having final exam also!
GoGoGo!

郑杰仁小弟弟

2010-06-14T02:11:00.004+12:00

你就快要七个月了！我还没有正式介绍你也！

2009年11月23日
你加入了郑家大家庭，所有人也因为你的出现而升级了！
从80多岁的太公到只有7岁的小堂姑
大家都很期待见到你！

当时的我在sunway,
也只能通过你的疯狂老爸e-mail来的照片看看你！

过后，当我结束A-levels后
终于有机会而且是几乎24小时都跟你在一起

虽然你无理取闹的时候是有点讨厌，
但是你还是算乖的小孩啦。
（除了把你阿嬷整的瘦了两三圈）

看着你满月
也因为你没什么头发，你阿嬷决定把你剃光头！哈哈~~~
也去选了你人生中的第一辆车！
知道自己要去过读书后，
更珍惜跟你在一起的时间
疯狂的拍照+每天至少亲100次
哈哈~~~所以你的初吻早就没了啦！

= = 我还没亲就会闪了哦！

到了这里之后，每次只能通过skype看到你
线不好的时候，看到的你有时是没有五官的也！
恐怖！

听说你长牙齿了
听说你会认家了
听说你会唱歌
听说你吃两大碗的粥！
听说你到时间不出去走会一直吵~~~哈哈！坏坏哟

你疯狂老爸引以为傲的照片（六个月）

你二姑我在你两岁之前都不会回去~~~
所以，乖乖长大吧！
到时买多多玩具回去给你哟！

愿上帝亲自看顾保守你！亲亲 >o<

Final Exam

2010-06-14T01:12:00.003+12:00

这个星期是考试周咯！
很久以前发现一个逻辑，一直没有机会写下来！

小学的时候：读六年-------UPSR
中学的时候：读三年-------PMR
读两年-------SPM
学院的时候：读一年半-----A-LEVELS
大学的时候：每半年一个大考！

很可爱吧！

身边的人都好像不要命的在啃书！
老实说，到现在我还找不回当初在A-levels时那种读书的冲劲！

是什么问题呢？
自信还是懒惰？
我相信是身边没有住着一个读书的人的关系吧！
所以，在想念ellen的同时，
意霖，我们快一点住在一起吧！

呃~
在四各科目中，我想mgmt 101应该是比较难拿到A的吧~
两个assignments都拿了B+，所以如果要拿A的话，大考要靠很好耶
我也不想给自己太大的压力！哈哈~~~ B+应该可以吧！

其他的科目在还没进考场之前还不予置评！
不过总的来说，还不错，ok lar~~~

写下这个心情是希望我不要忘记现在的心情！
考完可以回来看看+反省。不错哟~~~

教会的读经计划也开始咯！
马来西亚女子学生帮，准备好了吗？
加油加油，让我们一起努力，互相鼓励！
希望我们能将神的话语刻在心板上，做生活当中的提醒！

而教会7月3号的音乐布道会，我们需要你们的祷告！
戏剧还没开始排练，歌曲分部部分也都还不是很熟悉。
再加上诗班中有学生在大考中，真是不够时间呀。
但我们深信神与我们同在，也比保守及看顾我们所做的！
希望有更多的人能借着这个布道会听到神美好的福音！

这个星期是忙碌的！天气也越来越冷！
朋友们，多喝水+穿多一点吧！
不要让在家乡的家人担心！

考试的朋友，让我们一起向考试宣战吧！
哇哈哈哈哈~~~~

Study Break Week!

2010-06-05T23:31:00.007+12:00

好久好久没有写心情咯！
前几篇都是关于旅游的，再不写一些心情的话，
我看这个部落格就要改名叫全民去旅行了！
（同时还会被误认为来这里不是读书，是来旅行的）

大学第一个学期正式结束咯！剩下的只是考试！
五天里四张卷子，好久没有这么挤了！哈哈~~
想当年只有spm的时候才会这样吧！

刚从学生团契回来，这星期的主题是“考前辅导”
请到了牧师还有敬堡到我们当中分享。

牧师提到了什么是压力，压力的时候有什么征兆，以及如何面对！
例如，压力可能来自于什么方面（不一定是考试哦！）
如果你有兴趣知道更多，我可以跟你私下分享唷。
其中提到的建立健康的属灵关系更是重要，
也提醒了我在最后冲刺中不要忘记了神！

而敬堡谈的是考试之前，考试中，考试后学生应该如何做！
虽然大部分提到的事自己本身也都在做，
但这次有人提醒也是不错的！呵呵~~感谢主！
过后很可爱的是，大家因为都太喜欢听敬堡讲工作面试的经验，
最后问的问题都跟考试没什么关联！哈哈！敬堡有一点......汗！

这星期还有一件很窝心的事！
当我在星期四晚上因为听诗歌而想到教会的朋友时，就发了个信息给四位姐姐！
然后大家的回应都是，你怎么啦？？？有事吗？？？
我要说，我真的没事啦！你们不要想那么多好不好！
我只是纯粹想你们了！哈哈~~~

感恩的是：
感谢神将我带到惠灵顿（之前还想要去奥克兰）
-神的心意永远是最好的-

感谢神在我不同的阶段赐给我不同的人
-通过不同的人给我爱与祝福-

感谢神我这一次考试的准备过程中有意霖的陪同
-她与我有相同的科目（3科！）-
这星期也突然改变了房里的格局
冬天到了，要睡比较靠近暖气~~
新格局！睡在窗口旁的~~
可以随便放东西的另一个角落
ps:很乱的衣服+考试复习时要用到的墙

最后要写的是：

腓立比书4：6-7

应当一无挂虑，只要凡事借着祷告，祈求和感谢，将你们所要的告诉神。神所赐出人意外的平安，必在基督耶稣里，保守你们的心怀意念。

愿神也与你同在！

PETRONAS officer

2010-06-05T23:11:00.004+12:00

Finally after 4 months of waiting, I got the chance to meet my new PETRONAS student advisor, Pn Zaidah (from Sydney).
Actually, I met her 1st time in my pre-departure briefting but that time I still dun know my A-Levels result, which mean I dun know whether I am coming to NZ or not. So, that time she was not considered as the official student advisor! :)

Our club which consists of 4 members, hahaha~~
We had our informal meeting in Cinta Restaurant along with delicious dinner!
Indeed, we really had a good time and the meeting really make my future clearer as she mentioned about the Structured Interview and what happened if we could not get offer from the company. HAHA~~~

After dinner, we continued our conversation in MOMO Tea.
The bubble tea was just ok (dun set the standard too high), but we chat in the shop until 11.00pm.
Before we left, must take a group photo!
Then, we sent Pn Zaidah back to her accommodation place and again we chat for another hour in her room. Pn Zaidah shared her exciting working experience which made all of us jealous..... so many countries she had travelled under the company.....wooo~~

Time to say goodbye and we really looking forward for our next meeting!
Thank you! We love and miss you!

STAGLAND Wildlife Reserve

2010-06-05T22:31:00.013+12:00

On 22/05/2010, Saturday, I went to Stagland Wildlife Reserve Park in Upper Hutt, Wellington. This trip was organised by the Victoria International and the best thing about this trip was we only paid for the entrance fee ($14, normal rate $16) and they provided bus for us.

We took about an hour to arrive and thanks god as it was really a sunny day! Yeah!
And since it was organised by Victoria international, I got the chance to meet lots of friends all around the world. And of course not to forget Ching Ting, my ex-classmate!

-Brazillian, German, Malaysian-
-Japanese and Venezuelan-

- Today's Special-

-This Way, please!-

-Geese modelling!-

-I wonder why there is a roaster in the picture-

-Hey, little one-
awwww~~~ so cute!

-according to mom, its name should be black chicken (黑鸡) which is white colour?-

-three malaysian in the trip-

-1st time in my life to stand beside this thing-

After that, we had our lunch :)
Continued by peacock!

-nice one-

Suddenly, we heard somebody shouting Help~~~ Help~~~
sound like a man and a woman calling for help!
We panic and we got nervous as we can't find the person.
Rupa-rupanya~~
is the goat! All of us was like = = l l l

White sheep that know how to smile :)

We spent 4 hours there and indeed we really enjoyed the time with the animals~~~

Parcel!

2010-05-24T11:24:00.005+12:00

Yeah! This morning I finally got my parcel from the office after 2 days of waiting!
This parcel is from my dear family which contain:

-Nescafe
-Milo
-Notes
-Medicines
-Pad :)

and of course

FULL OF LOVE

So, who is the one drew a smilley face on it?
(I guess is big sister as you can see the smilley face is totally opposite side )
hehe~~~
Nanowok?
Deng deng deng deng
Aww~~~ Family
Thank you! :)

Two weeks more before it ends！

2010-05-23T22:17:00.005+12:00

1st trimester left two more weeks! I cant image time pass so fast as it feel like I just arrived Wellington yesterday, perhaps last week :)

No more big assignment for me to hand in.
For this week, I only have

-SPA assignment due TOMORROW
-Access 03 pratical test
-Access assignment due next Sunday

If compare to Archi student, I am really free as I heard that they have 5 more big assignments to hand in last two weeks.
But good things for them is they dont have any exam.

My final exam will start on 15/06 and end 19/06. After that, I will have 3 weeks holiday!
Weeppeeee~~~ I LOVE holiday!

But for this coming winter holiday, I am not going anyway but instead I will stay in Wellington as our church is going to have an 音乐戏剧布道会（爱.守望）evangelical meeting on 03/07/2010, 7.30pm! Do come along with ur frens!
As a choir member, our team need a lot of practice and rehersal!
And we need ur prayer too! 请为我们祷告！

Weather getting colder here, my dear fren in Malaysia, do appreaciate ur chance of having nice weather eventhough it is hot. I always prefer hot rather than cold!

New week, new change, new hope!
Lets move on!

哥林多前书2章12节

我们所领受的⋯⋯乃是从上帝来的灵，叫我们能知道上帝开恩赐给我们的事。

Easter Break- New Plymouth (2 Days 1 Night)

2010-05-23T21:02:00.008+12:00

In ustay cumberland (my hostel), I met a new friend, Andriana Cobbold.
She is from New Plymouth and is staying just a level above me! hehehe~~
which mean I can hear her everyday! wakakaka~~~

Oh, not to forget she is also Malaysian (sarawakian to be exact!)
But she did her high school (3 years) in NZ.
So she is not consider as an International Student! :)

I would said New Plymouth is just so suitable for those who like relax-ing life!
The scenery is so beautiful and the weather is just find.
And the house all look like those type of house that usually appeared in movie!

That's Andriana House, kitchen~~
Outside the house~

After Yih Ling and I arrived New Plymouth, Andriana and her two lovely sister brought us to go the beach. (Their house is just beside the sea, lol)

Walking to the beach
Rainbow! :)
走在乡间的小路上
Beautiful scene
Angela, Jane and shiloh

The next day, Andriana mom tooke one day off just to bring us travel around!
Thank you aunty!

Picture taken from car
A mountain tat I forgot its name!
Black sand
Group Photo

Another beach

Mount Taranaki
Thank again to Andriana and her family!
We really had a great time during these two days!
Not to forget ur mum's cook! really nice!

In conclusion, my 1st Easter Break was really meaningful!
I am looking forward to my next holiday!
woohooo~~~

Easter Break- Auckland (Day 3)

2010-05-22T00:25:00.016+12:00

Third Day in Auckland:
That day, YihLing and I had went explored devonport by ourself!
The distance between Devonport and Auckland Mainland is quite short.
It only took 15 minutes to arrive by ferry!
Me sitting in the ferry~~ Good-day!
Devonport!
Took photo with a war memorial~~
After that we searched through the map for Mt. Victoria (we have one in Wellington too)
Here it is!
Climbed up the mountain wasnt too hard for both of us as we already get use to the steepness of the road in Wellington! :)

View at the top of Mt. Victoria
And we spent a lot of time to take photo because the view is just too breath-taking!
And I did take long time to teach YihLing how to take good photo
(eventhough me myself not too good as well) :D
I seriously have a really big forehead! and it did show how strong the wind is!
Windows XP?
On the way to the fish n chips restaurant,
FISH N CHIPs (very cheap~~~)
say goodbye to devonport and met up with ellen and jon!
They brought us to Auckland Domain, a park!

I love this tree~~
A building like greenhouse where u can see flowers in all seasons
That funny!
Let me try!
types of flower are really common for those from Malaysia!
Well, we see it all the time in Malaysia, nothing really special~~~
But we still enjoyed taking photos!

Since Auckland musuem is just next to the "all seasons plant" building, we went to the museum to have a look.
Initially, YihLing and I planned to go into Auckland Museum but seem we missed the Maori Culture show, we decided to visit the museum next time. We dont want to waste $10.00 to do something that is incomplete. :) Smart choice!
Hence, we just took photos outside the museum and lets keep it for next time!
Acting outside the museum!
Memorial
Couple of the Day
Ellen and I
YihLing as well!
and just before we went back to Huia (Ellen's hostel and also the place where we stayed those 3 days), we came across a group of geese that not scare of people. LOL!
In conclusion, that was really a nice experience in Auckland. I will definitely going to this city again!

p/s: So sorry that I am not a good story-teller! Do enjoy the photos in my fb as well!

Coming up next: New Plymouth

Easter Break- Auckland (Day 2)

2010-05-21T23:36:00.007+12:00

I was too tired and lazy to wake up early in the morning.
Hence, I joined YihLing and SinYee just before we had our lunch in one of the Malaysian Restaurant.

After lunch, (again I didnt take photos of the food), we went to Mission Bay.
(FYI, you can go Mission Bay without any mission, ok?)

Here we are! MISSION BAY

3 friendly tour guides!
Normal sea+Normal Beach but extremely strong wind!
Bird cant even fly properly....

I would said, the birds are racist!
They only stick with their group!

Kung Fu?
Volcanosssss
Managed to grab an ice-cream from Moven Pick
It's really nice!~

Nothing to do while waiting for bus in bus-stop
And this is their main bus station!
Britomart? Did I spell it wrong?
Day 2 in Auckland!
Coming up next: Devonport+ Garden + Auckland Museum

Easter Break- Auckland (Day 1)

2010-05-21T21:54:00.011+12:00

During the 1st Easter break in my life, Yih Ling and I went to the biggest city in New Zealand

AUCKLAND

After 11 hours of bus journey, we finally arrived this modern but crowded city. First thing in the morning, breakfast! After that, since Ellen and Jon had to submit their assignment and at the same time we can also visit their uni, we went to UNIVERSITY OF AUCKLAND!

Not to forget the clock tower!
P/S: we had a great lunch (HK BBQ) but unfortunately I didnt take photos :(

First picnic in my lifetime!
@Mount Eden

Try to make Mr Lim jealous~~~
But suddenly we discovered this funny situation
I can't find Malaysia, but Singapore is in the list, quite sad :(
Thank you guys for celebrating my belated birthday!
View of SkyTower from Mt Eden
意霖，不要翘屁股啦！
Poor Jeffery!
Try to be emo - sc version
Try to be emo - ellen version

Bollywood!

Time to go home!
And that's it for Day 1~~~
hehehe!

雨天

2010-05-21T17:28:00.002+12:00

冬天近了！雨一直不停的下！
哎哟哟~~~
冻得我们这些学生不停地发抖！

刚到这里的时候，就在想怎么都不会下雨的！
现在，我很想问，雨几时才会停啊？？？？

拜托，在这里用雨伞，90%的时间都会用在把雨伞回复原状！

可惜啊，这里只是下雨不会下雪~~~~
明天还要去看动物，看来自己到最后也会变动物吧（落汤鸡）！
祝各位周末愉快！:D

家

2010-05-20T01:37:00.005+12:00

对我来说，家=家人在哪里，家就在那里！
所以，我要大声地说，我想念你们了啦！！！T_________T

2010全家福：
听说仁仁变更靓仔了也~~~~
还有大姐，楚B~~~~
我没忘记你们两位啦！大哥，大嫂
虽然大哥你每次讲偶有双下巴+会无缘无故发神经（哇哈哈哈）
特别去看了甲骨文的家怎么写的：
更重要的是它的原意-

愿神看顾及保守我们一家！

灵修笔记1 （08/05/2010）

2010-05-19T13:39:00.004+12:00

雅各书1:26
若有人自以为虔诚、却不勒住他的舌头、反欺哄自己的心、这人的虔诚是虚的。

经文让我知道些什么？

真实的虔诚是遵行神的命令，勒住舌头，话语受约，不出污言，戏言，妄语；说造就人的话。

经文向我说什么？

经文再一次提醒我在生活中，言语上是否有活出基督徒的生命。

若我的敬拜不是口唱心合，神必不喜悦！

经文要我做些什么？(Be specific)

要口里承认心里相信！说造就人的话。

本周获得的反省/思想/启发：

这个星期换了一个新的教授，他的教课方式很特别。他首先要我们读一遍他写的文章，然后要我们对那篇文章发表自己的看法（占总分5%）。他说，既然学生通常都不会在上课前先读，那他就用这个方式让所有的人不得不这么做！这一点我还蛮佩服他的！因为我就是其中一个！:D 当然我也希望能尽量改过这个不好的习惯！

刚开始当我在写那个论文时，心里就想他到底要我们些什么。要写负面的吗？可是他是作者也，写不赞同好像不太给老师面子吧！我也发觉原来阻止我这么做的原因竟然是我从小到现在所接触的环境造成的。晕~~~

想了想，还是把心中所想的都写了下来。同时，我也发觉很多时候我忘了自己对神的话语的认识以及当下读的感受。更多时候只是读过就算了！甚至不会去想或反省！我相信神通过这个教授的特别教课方式让我明白在学业里的学习重要，对神的认识更是马虎不得。

Wellington life

2010-05-19T12:50:00.003+12:00

I just realised I actually have a blog!

So, life going on eventhough I never update my blog since february.
And, this will be my 1st post in NZ.

Everything is the same except for the weather and the food and of course people around me.
Feel like living in air-cond 24/7, and the food is sweet eventhough it is thai curry chicken :S
But thanks God, I managed to settle down quickly as I had met another group of brother and sister in christ :D which made my life more colourful! Thanks!

Taking a BCA degree seem more relaxing than A-levels, but may be because it is only the 1st year.
But I do appreciate the easy life....hehehe~~~~

I am not going back to Malaysia until the next year end. Guess how many blog posts I will have before that time. I seriously dont know...... haha~~~

If you wish to have more photos about me, please kindly go to my facebook account and enjoy it. I really dun want you to feel unconfortable with the dust on my blog. :D

By then, I should say goodbye to you and see you when I see you next time!!!!
Cheers!
Jesus Love You!

Goodbye My Frens (SYUC version)

2010-02-08T04:49:00.007+13:00

1 and a half years is more than enough to build strong relationship between everyone of us!

Thanks God for giving me the opportunity to study in Sunway University College A-levels and able to meet all the undescribed-able (i know <<< is wrong, english failed) friends!

But, times flies
Now is the time that all of us should say goodbye to each other and continue our life!
Wish all of us the best and I really want to thank all of you for:

-being such a great friend to me
-giving your love, care, patient, teaching, advice......

I dont know how to express my feelings and my appreciation to all of you!
But the word that I can think of is

MARVELOUS

our team name for A-RACE

Really enjoy the time that we spent together!
Hope we can meet each other sooner!
Cheers friends!

p/s: i am having problem to upload my photos, duh!

I m BACK!

2010-02-06T20:25:00.003+13:00

Finally I decided to write down my life on this blog again. No special reason, just want to share my life to all of you! Cheers!

It had been half a year since my last post! (about life) Should I update my status to inform to my dear readers? (assume there still some loyal readers, hahaha)

After my AS EXAM (wow, izzit too long to update? It gonna be a short one)
I got my result! Happy!
Then 3rd semester of A-Levels passed really fast for all the A-Levels student.
Time seem to be not enough and the only thing we can do is stuff everything into our brain.
And perhaps exam question do come out based on what we had studied.

A-Levels exam started on 20 Oct 2009, Mathematics P4 was the 1st to all the papers.
Then continued by other subject on the following six weeks.

Holiday! Nothing else to do but Christmas is just around the corner.
Life is pact with rehearsal, decoration, caroling and carnival.
And not to forget my dear dragonica online game......

As I am under Petronas Sponsorship, there a need for all the scholars to meet the minimum requirement set by Petronas. At least B for all the subjects is quite a nightmare for all of us.
Further Maths is my problem as I am not very sure that I could get at least B for that subject.

Anywhere, I really didnt think too much about that as I know God is leading my life and I shall not scare. Thanks God that I actually experience this feeling after my SPM, and I can just remind myself that TRUST GOD and he has a best plan for me. So, no matter what happen, I shall not scare! Sad feeling will definitely arise if I didnt make it, but even in that case, I shall not lose any faith on God!

25/01/2010 Monday
8.00am
Try log in to the result website. JAM!!!
8.05am
Still cannot
8.10am
Decided to go toilet! haha
8.15am
I CAN FLY to visit the sheep and cows in NEW ZEALAND!

Now, my life is full with.....
BUYING AND SPENDING

and I will be flying off on the 1st day of CNY!

until now I am still busy to say goodbye to all my dear frens and classmates and church mates
and packing my luggage.

o, not to forget I actually became aunty last November as my brother and my sis-in-law got their 1st baby boy, jie ren! and it is not an easy job to take care of baby, not even 1 hour!!!!

shall upload photo in coming post.
Thanks for reading this summary! haha XD

当（这不是动力火车的歌！）

2009-10-24T19:11:00.003+13:00

当见到久违的朋友，他们第一句话再也不是好想你，而是你怎么变胖了，你还有什么借口说只是睡不好，水肿呢？

当你发觉衣服好像都缩水时，你还会说这只是洗过的衣服必有的现象吗？

当你翻阅以前的照片时，才突然发现原来那本来较尖的脸蛋早已消失时，你还有什么解释呢？

减肥！
假期魔鬼特训班！
你一定要瘦下来！

（但至少等到考试后）

Triple A Ceremony + A-Level Bola

2009-06-21T02:16:00.004+12:00

hahaah!
found this post in my draft!
really nice to read my own writing!
and i didnt edit anything, this is the original!
enjoy.....

On 14 June 2009, is our programme annual ceremony which included prize giving and ball night.
It was held in Sunway Convention Centre.

My parent was there too to witness my so call “graduation" and they also joined us for the ball.
(which is good that they actually pay the fee for me also...haha)

Everyone dressed up but I just wore a simple dress which I bought 2 years ago during Chinese New Year. It turned out to be a little bit short, not because I grow taller ( which is impossible) but the fact is I am FATTER!!! ok..have to accept the fact!

The event started at 5.00 p.m. and went on with the speech by some VIP. Then it continued with the certificate giving, subject award and best student award.

My classmate Jonathan Lee got 3 subject awards and best student award. Indeed he deserve the award seen he put in a lot of effort in his studies. We respect you man!

The triple A ceremony ended with performance by a club which I forgot their name edy. Sorry!

Time to refill our stomach!
WITH 1O CHINESE COURSE!

Exam over....

2009-06-21T02:05:00.003+12:00

It had been a long time since my last post.
Finally I have time to update my life in this blog.

Is during AS exam when I wrote the previous post, and now I already finished my AS exam and enjoying my holiday.

So, for exam...

So far, so good.
Good that it finished! After it dragged like 1 month.

For mathematics,
hmmm...can't really remember the questions edy. haha

For accounting,
wow...I think will get low mark in paper 2 but paper 1 should be fine.
anyway, hope that dun need to resit lah.

For economics,
ermmm...I wrote the answer and now is depend on the examiner to mark whether I get how many marks. So, no need to worry too.

That all for my exam.
And now I should rest and prepare for next semester.
Last semester with my college-mates and lecturers.

Thanks God for everything I have.

I Felt Stupid!

2009-05-21T16:23:00.002+12:00

This morning after finished second tuition with Mr. Mohan (economics), I really felt that I am a fool in front of him.

Initially, the class (Ellen, Jon and I) went on normally.
But when we were requested to open our past year paper, the problem comes.

Because, we did not have full set of past year paper! (from 2001 to 2008)
Which he said if you want to get an A for your economics you should have it.

Then he started to ask why our lecturer did not give us the question.
And the things went on when he started to ask why we entered sunway to do our A-levels since taylor is the "best" for student who want to do A-Levels and SAM.
(according to him only, I still love my college and my lecturers)

Hmmm....that not the end of the story.
Mr. Mohan: Where are you come from? (to three of us)
Me: Ellen and I come from Johor while Jon is local, Kepong.
Mr. Mohan: Oh, then (turned to Jon), then you should know Taylor is better~~~
Jon: Is not my choice....we entered sunway because of scholarship.( in a tiny voice)
Mr. Mohan: Oh, sunway scholarship izzit? then nvm, but how much thay gave you all ya?
Jon: errr...is not from sunway but.....
Me: we got scholarship from petronas....
Mr. Mohan: Oh! that very good! is difficult to get you know...Then
YOU ALL MUST BE VERY SMART!! I THOUGHT YOU ALL ARE VERY WEAK STUDENT.
Three of us: (...lll)

Mr. Mohan: you know ah...for taylor's petronas scholar especially for chinese students, they all got straight As for their exam you know. Since you all are scholars, let continue our lessons...
ok explain the meaning of XXX....

Mr. Mohan: Aiyo, XXX also dunno, you all very weak in your theory lah, you all are scholar wei, how can it happen? Emmm...answer question no.33...

After 5 minutes silent,
Ellen and I: I think is D
Jon: I think is A
Mr. Mohan: Aiyo, you are really have to work harder....you all are...

Me: (scholar ma...I knew....but if I know everything then I dun need to come to you and ask for tuition liao loh)

BUT
BUT
BUT

I really glad I felt stupid in front of him now rather than I regret after I get my AS result.
As he said, really have to work harder and build up the concept.
Feel so sorry because we "mempersiashueikan" sunway and the programme and even petronas.

Haha....
Watever lah....Just felt to write it down and remind myself.

Should concentrate on Monday Accounting paper 2.
So good luck to me and all my dear fellow classmates!

These Few Days

2009-05-20T19:34:00.003+12:00

What I did for these few days?

Sleeping+Facebooking+Eating+Studying

I felt like I am living in a relax mood but not an exam mood.
The progress is slow but luckily manage to revise/ sad to say that is covered up all my Economics topic.

and

These few days I did slept a lot.
Really a lot.

I dont want lah! Very fat already.
Papa said all the guys ran away from me because of my big .....
(my whole body is big.....so, not to specific lah)

Headache now.
Because not enough sleep?
or other reason?

Hope is not H1N1....(haha, just kidding)

Happy Teacher Day!!

2009-05-17T03:51:00.002+12:00

We had our teacher day celebration yesterday (15th may) which is quite fun and crazy.
For the first time wearing same colour shirt with my classmates and doing crazy things in MPH hall.

The events started with dance lead by our programme director, Dr. Wong Yoke Chen

wow...is tired after the dance wei...

BUT, is fun to see our lecturer shaking their body especially mr. yong that keep doing some funny action during the dance...

After that we have some "Passing Message By Charades" game and this is super funny if somebody misunderstand the meaning and pass the message wrongly. (although this game we played thousand time before)

then is the refreshment time.

for hostel people it was dinner.

may be something wrong with the longan water.
cuz i became super high after i drank it.

DOING ICE-SKATING IN MPH HALL.
haha......but the music is really suitable larrr...

and I wonder why i keep saying "tarzan" in "trazan"
which made mr. leonard laugh like .....
hey, i made a joke wei.....I PURPOSELY did that ok...
IS TEACHER DAY!!!

class photo with mr.yong yao (qian/money):

p/s: i found one of my lecturer facebook account.....haha! thanks ya TEO chinchi...
(you know what i want to said)

AABAABBBBBAABBBABBB

2009-05-16T18:27:00.002+12:00

LONG TIME NO "C"

yeah, people, I am back....

Wondering why every time after I got so excited to blog for a while and then disappeared??

LAZY + BUSY larrrrrr....

AS just started...

said good bye to mathematics P1....
any comment for the paper??
so far, ok loh....(if papa heard, he will definitely said every time you will say ok)

hmmm...my next paper is on 25th of May
Accounting P2
wow! a big gap between 2 papers...

yaya...not to waste my time right? easy to say but hard to do.

should stay away from my computer liao.
so, brother, let me stay in your house in order to concentrate.

dear computer, i wont bring you there. no point if I bring you also.
dont miss me ya! (but i will definitely miss you!)

一个人的时光

2009-04-12T00:04:00.002+12:00

享受周围的宁静
享受不需要说话的乐趣
享受观察人的一举一动

享受大自然的声音
享受独自听音乐的时间
享受房里风扇转动的声音

享受天上朦胧的月
享受窗外细细的下雨声
享受雨点打在身上的感觉

享受一个人的时光

Is Holiday!!!

2009-04-10T18:17:00.002+12:00

Yeah, people!

Is HOLIDAY!!!

finally, after one week of exam...

Some people said it is only study leave....
(tat mean you have to study also during the leave...lll)

But, so soooorrrryy to say that...
For the person name called TAY SIAO CHIEN...

Will hold her principle of, no class= holiday!!!
Keke( Evil Smile)

Going to back to home town this week and will come back on Wednesday...
Because...

Ten Ten Ten Ten TENG!!

sUNway Lagoon for thursday
(chinchilala, still on??)

A tiny voice arise from heart....
( You have further homework wor.....)

A strong voice reply
(It is holiday wei....still need to do homework meh?)

The tiny voice again,
(but, later you cannot catch up then don't blame me ah....some more you have to pass it up on Monday...you better do now before go back to home town....)

The strong voice,
(aiyo, I just finished exam lehhhhh......very tired lahhh....later do lah)

The tiny voice,
(if you stop blogging now, then you have time to do....)

ok, tiny voice win lohhhhh....

My 19th birthday...(part 2)

2009-04-07T17:15:00.006+12:00

Ok, now should tell how I celebrated my birthday...

Thanks everyone.....for still remember my birthday......
For those who forget, nvm....next year still got change....

Actually, this is my first time where I celebrate my birthday without my family member.
Luckily, still got a group of friends that willing to sacrifice their study time to celebrate with me!

And, this year, I received many present! woooohooooo
(look like my previous post really work wor!!!)
next time if want something just say it here....hehe

From Jane Ting,
From Yu Ji and Jacq,
From Erlina, (Iphone wei!!!!!)
From Ellen and Hui Sin,
All the cards that I received,
From Grace Voo,
Really cute, but I wonder why my mouth like that...XP

Thanks to Michelle for writing a special post for me....Really touching wei....Nearly cry...
If you want to read, click me
(Anyway, manage to touched you back just now....hehe)

Thanks to Wan Ling for bringing me out for dinner in Dragon-I, Sunway Pyramid...
You look funny when you struggle to finish your food...
The struggle smile,
The Yummy Steam Rice with pork and potatoes...
上海小笼包(Shanghai Xiao Long Bao)

And not to forget the cakes from my house mates, emmcf and GMSJ choir.

These past few days, I really received so many loves from people around me...
These memories can let me smile and laugh for whole day.....

So, next time if you see me laugh alone....Is just because I suddenly remember something really funny....Not because I sot liao....

Thank you, everyone!!

The Story of a FISH and a BEAR (U)

2009-04-06T20:27:00.003+12:00

Character:

Nemo as FISH
Len Len as BEAR
Ellen as THE DEVIL IN T-SHIRT

Photo:
Siao Chien

Story:
清明女鬼（Qing Ming female ghost)

Director:
Trigo

Please switch off your phone or put in silent mode before we start to enjoy the movie!!!

Once upon a time, there was a fish.
Its name is fish.
Why its name is fish?
Have to ask its father, who named fish also.

One day, Fish was msn-ing

Suddenly,
A super super super devil appeared...
And the most scary things is the devil is in T-SHIRT!!!

She caught Fish and put it on the 3rd floor and the things became worse when Fish is just beside the notesssss( accounting/ economics/ FM)
Pay attention to Fish's mouth, it really sad!!!

Then Fish shout:"Help, help, who come to save me??"

A bear who is reading economics book heard Fish.

The bear then put down his book and went to save Fish.

.......
.......
.......
(not going to tell you how the bear beat the devil)

Here the ending....
Happy ending worrrr...